本期特愛對白之《野豬》和《心洞》

由於我是個失憶人 (or too here-and-now)，喜歡的戲要看兩三次才記得住少少，可以的話，都重看及或找劇本來讀。當然真是很喜歡才會這樣做了。為了幫自己做個筆記，抄錄本期特愛對白如下：

(1) 莊梅岩《野豬》第一幕第五場（Johnny 剛剛講完啲賤嘢）：

Karrie：仲學人搞事。顧掂自己先啦，幾廿歲人，冇人冇物。

Johnny：呢個係我賣點嚟架，你諗吓若果我要供樓、要討好外父、仲有個細路要入名校，我仲可唔可以鍾意寫咩就寫咩？呢個時勢一係你就要無畏無懼，一係你就要真正自由，我就做唔到無畏無懼喇，咁唯有追求真正自由。

（首演：Karrie＝林嘉欣，Johnny＝黃子華）

(2) David Lindsay-Abaire's Rabbit Hole《心洞》／《心靈觸洞》Act Two. Scene Three. 喪子的 Becca 與也曾歷經喪子之痛的媽媽一起收拾兒子的玩具、遺物，媽媽談起以往外孫的趣事時：

BECCA

(After a beat) Mom?

(Nat looks up at her.)

Does it go away?

NAT

What.

BECCA

This feeling. Does it ever go away?

(Beat.)

NAT

No. I don't think it does. Not for me it hasn't. And that's goin' on eleven years.

(Beat.)

It changes though.

BECCA

How?

NAT

I don't know. The weight of it, I guess. At some point it becomes bearable. It turns into something you can crawl out from under. And carry around - like a brick in your pocket. And you forget it every once in a while, but then you reach in for whatever reason and there it is: "Oh right. That." Which can be awful. But not all the time. Sometimes it's kinda... Not that you like it exactly, but it's what you have instead of your son, so you don't wanna let go of it either. So you carry it around. And it doesn't go away, which is...

BECCA

What.

NAT

Fine... actually.

(They're silent for a couple beats. Becca nods a little. She goes back to work. So does Nat.

The lights fade.)

兩齣戲寫的好的地方當然不勝枚舉，選了這兩段，自然是本人感懷身世，過度讀入。我當然叉燒都沒有生過一粒，但失去了的人，而又不捨得忘記的，是有的。